ELLISE LIM.
na. your big name.
im sorrie about the nyaa thing. (x
oooopx. i din mean to rub it in. hahas.



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thank you lars lau jiajin.
thanks a whole damn lot for smacking that pingpong ball straight onto my throat with full force.
it hurts a damn lot lars can.
thanks lars!
you`re lucky i din lose my voice or smth.



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uh oh. red light alert. cant you tell?
seems like it.
oh - dont forget - i hide my feelings well. (:
it`s okay.




just gotta get used to it i guess.
like theres anything else i can do to help myself.




i can only conclude that im not understood well enough.
well i can only curse in my heart.
like im fit to do anything else or smth..



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wonder what its like to live in complete darkness.

i am leading a life with undescribable words.
with unexplainable feelings.
with bliss , yet with regrets.
with tingling joy , yet with searing pain.
with lies.
lies.
and lies..





happiness is short-lived.
cause it is always accompanied by a tinge of unhappiness. just like the sky. it isnt always blue. grey sometimes blends in with the shades of blue. adding a touch of sadness.
not that everyone realises.





im well prepared.
to just suddenly disappear without trace for a period of time ;
ha ha.







like who will care.




dont come and talk crap to me and ask me to cheer up.
it is downright senseless.
know i sound really depressed, but trust me, im fine. (:



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to xxx1.
im sorrie.
i feel ever so apologetic to you.
slap me. please do take care.
rmb my words. rmb what i said to you. it`s important.
trust me, mark my words.
or you will regret. (:






to xxx2.
im sorrie.
mabbe you really shouldnt have come to css.
it`s my bad isnt it.
hurt you time and time again.



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singing is still my greatest stress reliever.
thanks alot, tiffany. ;D






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when he bestrides the lazy-pacing clouds,

and sails upon the bossom of air..

.